1:59 p.m. - 2008-01-05
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But,
what we remember at the end of most days are the losses. Lay awake at night replaying is the pain we caused, or failed to cure.

to sinned,
Well, I honestly hope that it hurts when you're up at night, wondering why you've never felt so alone even though you're constantly surrounded by people. Questioning your self-worth and deluding yourself. I hope that you will never be able to ever fill that void.Yes really, I hope it hurts so badly, partially cos' i am vengeful and warped but mainly cos' i need to know that you're suffering and damaged so that i can start to feel better again because everytime i think that this feeling is finally fading, it comes back.

and you, you knew the hand of the devil
and you, kept us awake with wolfs teeth
sharing different heartbeats
in one night

to call for hands of above to lean on
wouldnt be good enough for me.

oh gawd, im that evil. sinned

It's not what is happening to you now,
or what has happened in your past,
that determines who you become.
Rather, it's your decisions about
what you focus on, what things mean to you,
and what you are going to do about them,
that will determine your ultimate destiny.

-Anthony Robbins