10:57 p.m. - 2008-02-04
Ratty 2008

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Three papers down. Now I am left with Math, Bioprocess and reactor system at end of the month. Take a break and have a short rest to relax the New Year. I went out with my classmates to celebrate birthdays, went to newyork newyork. It was alright, the blueberry pancake was quite nice. The hot chocolate was a little too thick at the base. We were chatting away while eating. There were some office workers playing pool, they look a little act pro. Haha.. While gossiping?we heard some unbelievable news, I guess it is true that not all people speaks of it but we have our own opinions and impressions in our heart. Xin zi du ming.

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you left with me with disappointment, much like debris of the fallen star. In the speed of light, I fell. Even with the feelings I have for you, I cannot deny or wash away all that had happened. I guess I've no other choice but to let go. If we are meant to be, no matter how hard we avoid, we will be. But this is a remote possibility. Life is pretty alright for me right now. Maybe we should just let it be. Things are a lot different; I feel the change in me (worst/better I have yet to determine). Should we agree that much of what we are trying to salvage at present is not worth our energy? I am simply too stubborn to forget the pain, the scar that still burns.

Bless our 2008 with happiness and good health. May I have the determination and perseverance to strive for the brighter path ahead.
Wish you all a 'Ratty'year ahead! Lol.

It's not what is happening to you now,
or what has happened in your past,
that determines who you become.
Rather, it's your decisions about
what you focus on, what things mean to you,
and what you are going to do about them,
that will determine your ultimate destiny.

-Anthony Robbins