11:49 p.m. - 2008-05-10
but only if you want only that too

I guess till now you still don’t know… I started liking sunshine more after us. I guess the feeling of being immersed in the sun light feels quite good like something is with me and I am not alone. It’s bright and smiley. It’s not him... you dummy.

Smile because it happened… again this is quite contradicting. When something that makes us smiles obviously we want more of it and not a past tense of that. But do we not agree that we appreciate the fond memories?

Strange did I put on some filter shades? I feel like I am surrounded with lovesick souls, either madly in love/ crazy infatuations/ heart broken.

Ultimately it is your life, you choose how you want to live it (exerting as much power as you could to make it closest to your ideal life). No one can make a decision for you, no one can live the life for you. Three words that sum what we learn in life. Life goes on. (This seems like what Mr Ng told us, strange that I can remember what he teaches)

PS: thanks Anita, you never fail to bring laughter *snorting laughs*

It's not what is happening to you now,
or what has happened in your past,
that determines who you become.
Rather, it's your decisions about
what you focus on, what things mean to you,
and what you are going to do about them,
that will determine your ultimate destiny.

-Anthony Robbins