11:35 a.m. - 2009-03-04
SLEEP

I’ve sleeping late and interrupted sleep recently and it really makes me feel sick. It is giving me headaches and bad focus. I am the type who cannot sleep through the day and the visitors have to knock on my window when I sleep in late (10am?)

I share the room with my grandma. My Grandma is very old and she had a fall recently. She’s okay just that she moans a lot, she is the type that wants fast healing and recovery. She is rather dependent on us now; someone has to be at home most of the time to accompany her. (I am quite upset that we are the only ones doing it and my family do not get to go out together.) After the fall it is worst, she needs someone to watch her and help her to the toilets and in the middle of the night she would just moan loudly and I would wake up (I am sleeping right beside her). My sleeping hours are really interrupted and I feel sick and unable to focus in the day. My mom is not feeling that great either she has to wash dirty pants… Sometimes, things can be difficult and people can really act so well and just slap some cash and boss around.

Please let me sleep. I am dying.

It's not what is happening to you now,
or what has happened in your past,
that determines who you become.
Rather, it's your decisions about
what you focus on, what things mean to you,
and what you are going to do about them,
that will determine your ultimate destiny.

-Anthony Robbins